Its just weird you know. When you know that somethings going totally wrong, and solely supported by your own intellectual capabilities, cannot find the root of your problem. Not only it drives you bananas but it also makes you want to pass to plan b. 'search and destroy'. It is so bad when you put your ass down and you start to reminisce the very best days of your life.
Currently, my life is...n't something easily tagged as 'interesting'. Im stuffed with all the I.B. Stuff up my ar..se. Sent off my application like 6 days ago and waiting, impatiently one might comment, for an answer. And all this casually sacrificed in the altar of possible success. Despite the fact that we go against the odds and of course the statistics (which they relentlessly comment on how less people graduating from universities do in fact end up with a fucking job) we go with the flow. And why my dearest reader? Cos SOCIETY fucking says so. Id love to be in a position to just say 'to hell with em all' but first n foremost I cant, and secondly -well- I would be a terrible liar.
THE RIVER MATTER
De-Nial ain't a river in Egypt. Being integrated in the very core of our flawed system we cannot really gain any ground whatsoever. We are not gaining any ground and all of our allies have totally stood us up if you d like me to set the issue in a whole new different framework. the one of a battlefield. gee, can't I even read what I write ? being high n all of the nonstop and catastrophic dragging of an mj-substitute , consider propaganda and self-alienation, that my very own hood has put me into.
SUBTITLING
Confused ideas and derranged personalities. What? Hell no im not leaving myself out, im the starring character in this play baby. Actually, my monologue will make you wanna fasten your seatbelt and wait till the ride is over.
(what are you talking bout J?-stop messin wit our minds)
CETERIS PARIBUS
Everything else being equal and vice versa. Nothing is equal as far as I'm concerned. On the vice versa part I can see some move.
Rompre les liens
Σκισε τους δεσμους, or cut the connections. HOW on earth man? how am i going to put love aside, not to mention solidarity which reminds me of this beautiful inside joke.
MR. KOTSIS , AKA '22', ONCE WROTE ON THE WALL OF MY ROOM.
"SINCE WRITING ON THIS WALL IS DONE NEITHER FOR CRITICAL ACCLAIM, NOR FINANCIAL REWARDS, IT IS THE PUREST FORM OF ART".
BOTTOM LINE I GUESS PROSPERITY HAS MANY COLOURS. LOVE YOURSELF, THATS THE ROOT OF YOUR PROBLEM.. AND BEAR IN MIND: EVERYTHING IS FINE TODAY. THAT IS OUR ILLUSION.
J.
dude, You keep repeating yourself throughout this blog. When are you gonna post something beneficial to our lives. Because until now, all you've been doing is going on and on about how your life sucks, how ib sucks and how the society we live in sucks. and im asking you: what's the purpose of all this?
ReplyDeletesincerely, brian
dear brian,
ReplyDeletei have a dog, a german shepherd, his name is scott. my mother wont allow him chill in my room and inside the house in general so i have to talk to somebody. if you want to read something beneficial to your life, please go and buy a couple of shrink books. the stuff i post some people tend to find em interesting and worth reading while others turn them down before even question themselves whats the gist of all this. i know i aint helping either cos i keep saying my shit and in fact in a rather confused way which only applies to some fellas. anyway. love it or leave it man. have a good day
best regards
J
fail
ReplyDeletehere you go http://picasaweb.google.com/victoriaaa.victoriaaa there are just proposals for the layout :)
ReplyDeleteWell man, im sorry that you can't chill with your dog more often, but do you really expect me to believe that this is the sole reason for all this?
ReplyDeletepersonally i dont think that reading a shrinks book would be beneficial to my life unless what you're suggesting is that i have psychological issues. thats not very nice now is it? :p
especially coming from someone who posts his lifestory on a blog because he cant talk to his dog more often.
naw man, yer cool ;)
brian.
brian: suck dick
ReplyDeleteJay: man.. you really need to get laid.. or watch some porn.
BB rux.
Anonymous1: lick my titties
ReplyDeleteBrian: Eat my pile of crap.
Anonymous2: suck my cucumber
Jay: Dude... wtf??
[[and the most gay reader award goes too , yea its anonymous3 .congrats old fella. ]]
ReplyDeletebrian my man, i dont really have anything else to share with a bunch of retards from all around the globe.(again im not talking bout you, you seem cool enough) just crap. hence as you probably realise it cant be anything but kinda lame. you ladies n gents are not my best mates. bottom line it comes as a freaking result. ive read blogs that talk about the inflation rate in china and others who say how to make hash butter. i wouldnt like to be that mainstream tho.
continuing, id like to comment on the content of this blog. Quite frankly, and please trust me on this im done with repeating here, sorry that i dont meet your requirements but i honestly dont give a tiny fuck about what you think. this blog is still on for my own personal a b u s e(see header) either you re okay with or not. moreover, i dont drag you all the way over to my posts. once again, love it or leave it. and for you 'Los Angeles'-bread : 'So sue me', bitch.
get the fuck off my page assholes or put your names on. blogspot has many gay figures already
J
@ anonymous3: way to go for posting something so creative, and bloated with such intelligence. Really, i am becoming green with envy.
ReplyDelete@ Jay: Man, i think we got off on the wrong foot. Offending you, i assure you, was not my intention. It's just that sometimes your posts - at first sight- might look ''same old''... where, you start reading them, and in the middle you stop and ask yourself '' what the fuck is he talking about??'' now sometimes your posts might trigger an inner reaction which will in turn induce me to post something uuh mean, without really having thought it over or anything. Some other times, i might post something different while not entirely sympathetic, which will be reflecting my initial feeling of ''wtf''
Nevertheless, all im saying is don't get me wrong. After all, shit happens. but who is to blame? Me, your friends mom, god, your dog..? Anyways this is getting too long. Have a nice day jay boy, and keep posting.
Brian.
PS: the text might sound a bit weird at some level, its just because i lost the initial one due to my f*cking keyboard missfunctioning. And then i was too bored to think again. Peace.
BRIAN, even thought you are referring to it indirectly, i think that we all know jay's friend's mother is MOLLY!!! <3
ReplyDeleteJay i lov ur posts! Their filled wit emotion and so much suspense and creativity!
ReplyDeleteU r my hero dude i luuuuuuuv your blog!
It reminds me of dead fish!!!
Jay speaking:
ReplyDeleteComparing dead fish to a - as far as youre concerned- fucked up text, is getting me worried my man. You can ask around, i assure you, people will think youre failing. Now, as far as I'm concerned, thats a fact. Furthermore, what I want to do is to apologise to brian. I get your point, we cool. Next time, I ll try to post something a little bit more understandable and -if its entirely up to me- intriguing. Where you from by the way
North Carolina, but I live in France with my mother.
ReplyDeleteI'm from Hong-Kong man. But i've got a british nationality.
ReplyDeleteBrian
who are all those people?
ReplyDeletesapila you look gorgeous in your picture <3
ReplyDeleteEW!!!! are u serious??? *pukes*
ReplyDeletescuse me?
ReplyDeletescuse your mom Sapila! Oh for god's sake!
ReplyDeletepuberty:/ sucks doesnt it
ReplyDeleteps. u forgot to share with us your name fuckhead
minoas
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